5 of my Issues...

There are solutions to the following issues. I know them and I am working on achieving them but they are also a mental issue that needs to be fixed no matter my size, skin, economic situation, etc... 1. I rarely find myself attractive. Basically only my face when it is freshly made up and the closest it will be to flawless for the day. 2. I hate looking in the mirror. I don't want to see myself naked. I don't like it. I never have. Even when I was thin it repulsed me. I have to learn to love every inch of my skin. My body is amazing, thin or overweight. It is what makes me myself. I can't exist without it. At least not in this form. 3. I absolutely HATE my skin. The blemishes, the dark circles, the lines, the discoloration, the hair follicles, the "beauty marks," etc.. I hate it. The tone is even unsatisfactory. 4. I cannot be happy with others and a situation when I am unhappy and uncomfortable with myself, within my own skin. That is unfair for myself and my loved ones. 5. I am rarely satisfied. With conversations, a food or drink, a day, a person, myself. I think if I could love myself, I could love things more...